Sealed with love

Its times like these when you just wanna shout and scream and cry and laugh and smile and kick and throw your soft toys all over the place all at the same time!
I dont know what to feel anymore and i dont know what im feeling anymore. Its going to reach a point where im going to forget my own name i tell you! @!!$#^%#%$&

Wasted time, wasted energy, wasted breath and wasted tears.
You're not worth anything.

Before you tell me you know how i feel, think again. Do you even know what im going through?

Woah! Its been a long long time since i last posted. I guess im just too lazy to publicise about what has been going on in my life. After all its not meant to be public. Anyway, ive deleted some of the past entries which i think are meaningless and pointless.

Things have been great:)
What can i say? My life has been revolving around the most awesomest people:) I simply love them and they are all that matters right now, right here:)

Ive been seeing Christal almost like everyday. Feels so weird that i wont be seeing her tomorrow and the day after next and the day after next too:(

Went K box today. So fun i swear. Maybe cause the company was awesome:) Awwwww. Guess what? It was my first time there. Cooliossss huh? Hah!

I miss Cynthia Teo Hui Ting very very very very the much. She seems too busy for me though:( Right Cyn?!! Haha.

Anyways, Christmas is coming! How cool is that? Im finally getting a camera of my very own:) Cooliosssss!
I miss mel liu too. Havent seen her in ages. So not used to it.

Alright, im tired of blogging now. Ta ta!

Haha!! Sushi is too sushi. Some lame shit came up with that. And that lame shit is definitely not me.
 
Went out with Pris yesterday
Ate at Sakae Sushi
talked
i hate her
she keeps disturbing me just cause i dont know how to get to Far East Plaza....
WATCH OUT PRIS!!
IM BEHIND YOU.
Dont think cause you also hang out at your AH LIAN hangout
then you very cool okay!!
Told here alot of stupid things
Half of what we talked about i cant remember anymore
i think im starting to suffer from some kind of short term memory loss
no kidding, im serious.
i cant seem to remember much about the things people tell me
and what i tell them
only if its worth remembering:)

It  was great fun meeting up with her again after so long
Although now, i cant even remember 3/4 of the things we said to each other.
i learnt that she is not only full of nonsense
she likes to buy nonsense things too
her clothes are all made of nonsense
Thats why she is like that
full of shit.
It was nice getting to spend time with you:)


I guess all of us have our own problems in life
be it friendship or relationship
whatever the topic
we have to embrace them and move on.

Forgiving others is really important
in fact without forgivness in this world
just think
what would the world come to?
Losing a loved one or a close friend just because being right is more important than being a forgiving person
Does it even make sense?
think, is it worth it?
think, isnt it childish?
think also, what did God give us a heart for besides loving? To empathise, to forgive.
Its not about who is right and who is wrong
its about who is able to love more than the other
Thats much more important.Thats what the world should be competing with each other about
instead of who is in the wrong and who started it.
So, are you the one who loves more or loves less?
You decide.


To love is to forgive
They come hand in hand.
Dont say you love someone
when you dont have the heart to forgive them
thats not love
love has no limits
love is unconditional.

It was such a long day today. Job hunting is sucha tough job i feel like giving up. I swear. Why do i even bother?Oh ya, im broke:(

Met up with Mel lim, Rowena and Marianne today:)
I think i looked like some stupid fool walking back and forth in the train like for 4 consecutive times. Like seriously back and forth trying to find for Rowena and Melissa. I looked so stupid!! You must be thinking how hard is it to find someone in the train? Yea, im thinking that too. Haha. But i tell you, the bloody door numbers are freaking screwed up okay. Its not even in order they told me door 17 so i was finding for door 17 but there was like no door 17 at all. I guess i just have to embarrass myself every single day. haha.

So, we headed to orchard, Rowena ate her 2.80 meal at Food Republic. She was so happy that she found something so cheap and filling. You could see it on her face! Hah! Next, went to Taka to get my cravings which was the fried noodles with Jap sauce. Sat at the fountain(Thanks mel for that wonderful idea of yours, i ended up staining my shorts!!) to eat my noodles!! Omg, can you imagine just how stupid i must have looked? Dont even try.

Then came marianne with her disgusting cheese popcorn.
PS:that day when i willingly pop a cheese popcorn into my mouth will never come marianne. FAT hope. haha!!
Then walked to Forum where we were supposed to have our interview but i guess our luck just sucks the people werent in and we had to just fill up forms and then come back some other day. Suck balls! Seriously.

On the way back to Orchard MRT, we went into Zara what a wrong move. Thank God i had Rowena with me:)Haha
Here's what happened while waiting for "our parents"





Okay i will upload the rest tomorrow cause LJ is being a total bitch.

Met Cyn and The annoying THING at PS at abt 345 talked laughed and laughed and talked until the rest arrived(Sharilyn, Gen and Yilin)Then we left for Kallang dont know what i didnt stay long though. I had to go get my mum's presents since im sucha sweet daughter:)

Thats my day for you. Tomorrow will be another great day except for the morning. I cant imagine the weirdness that will be present between us two:( Toodles for now!!

The only part of my day which was missing was you

Oh my, i befriended an annoying EX-FRIEND. Haha. What a wrong thing to do! What was i thinking......

Btw, David Archulata has a twin. Know who is it?? ******* **** ***** ***!! Haha:) Go suck balls! You are annoying! Haha

Finally met up with Cassie today:) It was nice talking to her after sucha long long time. I was so embarrassed i swear. I felt so stupid walking all around Orchard trying to find Far East Plaza like ***!! I was sweating and stuff and the best part of it all was that after calling Priscilia and asking for directions, i still couldnt find Far East Plaza. What a bloody bimbo! I swear. I messaged Pris and her reaction was like are you kidding me?! Haha. So in the end, Cassie had to meet me at Shaw House and we ate at TCC. Simply love their food. Its so good:) Worth the bimbotic walk around Orchard:)

After that headed to taka to meet Shihan, Doro, Emily, Monica, Vanessa and Rachelle. Walked around Taka and i was so tempted to get another wallet from Guess. But!! i controlled myself. Then accompanied Shihan to Raffles City to confirm her application for her job and ended up filling up an application form myself! Hope i get a job *Crosses fingers* cause i am broke and i am this close to starting to hate the holidays. haha.

Next, we walked to the esplanade and my toe was killing me. Thanks shihan. im sure raffles station is nearer than city hall. You're so dumb!! we met smelly there:) And finally, i got to eat the honey chicken wings which i had been craving for since the first time i ate it. Ate about 7 this time. Dont get me wrong mann, its a small small wing. Im not a pig and that was my dinner so....... the bottomline is im not a pig. I bet Shihan and Dorothea are still craving for the chicken wings they would probably dream of it tonight.

The night ended on a pretty scary note. I swear i was so so so damn scared. But that idiot was still so calm. I thought that smelly and i had to go down to the police station i was like oh shit oh shit. Those were the only 2 words playing in my mind besides prayers like our father and please God please God. Thank goodness. I swear i was so scared i regretted stepping into that toilet. thanks melissa liu liyun! You should have listened to me when i said that we shouldnt go into that toilet!

Anyway, this was what happened!!!!!!!!!

Im so tired, i hope that the songs would finish downloading faster!! The estimated time is 4 hours. Tell me about it.

Alright, i actually wanted to blog about last night together my with last post but i didnt cause both of you are too special to me:)

I didnt take any photos with the both of you last night and i dont have any photos of the both of you i think so i took them from your facebook account!! Haha. Enjoy!!

I had lots of fun with the both of them last night. They simply made my night and my day though we only met at night. Haha. I swear, both of you especially the one who keeps calling me fat(you know who you are, you are guilty) laugh so easily. Ya ya go ahead and say it. Its cause of my expressions. Whatever!! i bet its just cause there is something lose in both of your heads(esp the guilty one)haha. My expressions are like priceless okay! you should have been so honoured that i entertained you two with them last night. So quit laughing at me!! Haha anyway, like i told the both of you, i feel so happy when i see you laugh and stuff. I really miss you guys loads and i am just so so very happy that we finally met up. But i felt really fat after that
:( hint hint(someone needs to apologies) Haha. she knows who she is. Geraldine was so nice although she still kept laughing at me. evilness is a disease i get it. She whose name i shall not mention(Cynthia) passed it on to  you. Yea, i totally understand:)

Ahem!! I know you guys are turned on by the way i eat!! Haha and i know Cynthis is still dying to see me get on the table and dance she says that will turn her on. She is sick in the mind. Trying to hook up with me. I have better taste!! hahaha. Except for that once. Ya, you know who i am referring to. Here is a hint:"Am i same size as her?!" haha.

You two didnt change as well I feel so free and comfortable being with the bith of you. Its like i can do anything and everything and the result will be you guys laughing as usual!! haha. And i must say i am so happy i dont have a girlfriend who is M.I.A. haha!! i totally understand why you never want a gf in the near future because your luck with girlfriends suck!! Haha.

I guess cynthia achieved somethung last night besides being able to hook up with me haha. She finally won someone in arm wrestling. What a loser. Its her first time but at least she has won someone before. I've never. She is damn string i swear and she claims that her friends are stronger. They must be monsters with bull strength. Haha.

And you know what? You guys are the first two lovelies to have said that i never changed and i really love how the both of you are still the ones to know me the best at the end of the day:) I really cherish our friendship. I love going out with just the two of you.

I cant believe how you still remember so so so much from our primary school days. I will admit that i cant really remember as much as you guys but i sure still cherish our friendship just as much:)

You know, i think i have crapped enough here about last night, i wanna say a little something to the both of you individually and thats when the photos i stole will come into play!! haha

Firstly..... The one who can aim well and has good timing haha!!



Please dont kill me. Haha.
I like your style in drinking haha. Yiu get turned on by the way i eat and i get turned on by the way you drink so i guess we are equal haha.
Up till this very day, i must say that i still treasure our friendship very much and i still cherish what we share,
You are really special to me and i promise i will always be there for you cause i know it very well that you would do the same for me too. We have never fought until this day. We need not talk all the time and meet up often but when we  do i feel like we have never been apart at all. You and Cynthia are that pair of friends i wanna keep throughout this lifetime of mine. I hope i achieve that goal of mine. Im sure i will with the both of your help. The bith of you are that two lovely friends i wanna share everything with. My secrets, my troubles, my joy, my burdens but definitely not my boyfriends haha. I wanna see you there on my wedding day and if possible everyday of my life. Without the both of you life will be incomplete for me. How bout you? I love you:)

Next up.....


Gosh, this is so fun!!
haha
Look who is fat now!haha im just kidding. But i guess no one can beat HER! right?!! Haha "Am i same size as her?" Haha
you know you are that one friend i can say that i cherish with my whole heart and soul. There was this period where i thought that i have lost our friendship and i would cry at the thought of it.
We have done so many stupid things together and you have seen me fly off the bike before and cry because i thought i broke my throat haha. How could i bear to lose a friend like you?
You are so very very special to me. You are the one who never fails to make me happy just by seeing you laugh and after ao many years of friendship, we have never fought ever!! How great is that?
I have had so many fun times with you and geraldine. I really love you both of you.
You and Geraldine are that pair of friends i wanna keep throughout this lifetime of mine. I hope i achieve that goal of mine. Im sure i will with the both of your help. The bith of you are that two lovely friends i wanna share everything with. My secrets, my troubles, my joy, my burdens but definitely not my boyfriends haha. I wanna see you there on my wedding day and if possible everyday of my life. Without the both of you life will be incomplete for me. How bout you? 
Oh , i almost forgot, you are my mother too!! haha. But, last night, you left your daughter alone, you didnt walk her home like how you always used too:( Haha
but, nevernind, i still love you

I really cherish the both of you millins and my love for the both of you radiates out from the bottomest bottomest of my heart i had a blast last night though it was only a short while. I love you guys:)

Just to be fair....


So, now you two have no reasons to kill me or bash me up or challenge me to a arm wrestling match or call me fat and laugh at my priceless expressions. Yea, go ahead and laugh at the photo above. I know you are doing it already anyways. HAHA

With so much so much so much love from me to the both of you,
Rach:)

Prom night was awesome. I had one of the bestest times of my life and i enjoyed every minute of it except for the part when i lost my letters but.......yay!! I managed to find them with the help of tan Shi han.

When i first stepped into the lobby, i swear i couldnt recognise anyone! Everyone looked so different and so beautiful and elegant in their dresses and make up. It was really a wonderful sight to see everyone dressed up in their own unique way:) It was also really nice to see everyone gathered together in the ballrooom. I kind of realised that it would be the last time the whole sec4 and 5 cohord of 2008 will be present in the same room altogether apart from results day. Gosh, the thought of it makes me sick.

There is actually so much that i wanna say especially to a few really special people. But as you know, im so freaking lazy, im just too lazy to type too much and go into specific details, so i guess i shall just skip to the part where i thank those really special ones for making last night a very memorable and special night for me. i really love each and everyone of you. You guys have played a significant role in my journey throughout SJC and i thank God for blessing me with each and everyone of you. So, here goes:)


Hello there lovely and supportive buddy of mine in 2006:) I guess thats how we both got to know each other yea? Thanks for always being there and encouraging me when i am feeling lousy. You make me feel special and you teach me how to be strong. You brightened up my days spent in SJC and without you school would be dull and kind of boring. Findaing you was a blessing and i really hope that we would continue to be great friends and good buddies:) Remember that i love you and i am just a phone call away!


Hello lamest person alive along with Grace See:) I bet you love how i started off my beautiful letter to you. (Dont bash me up)
Anyway, school with you have been lots of fun. You are a great great great friend and you have done lots for me. Thank you for always listening to me trash out my problems and speak my mind when i am worried, confused, feeling lost and down. You have always been there to give me your support and provide any form of help that i need. A friend like you is unique and very much appreciated by me. I will always treasure this friendship that we share. I love you much!!


Hi mann, i hope that your Kiasu instinct hasnt faded away yet! Haha. This year would have been a very tough and rough year for me if it hadnt been for your companionship and your guidance. I thank God millions from the bottom of my heart for such a special and wonderful wonderful friend like you. I know your internet is down but i hope you get to read this soon:) Its funny how our friendship was all planned out by God isnt it? Like how it all started out in South Korea and stuff. I really do treasure this so very very beautiful and unique friendship of ours. Losing a friend like you is not an option on my list! Thank you for never giving up on me and always believing in me and our friendship. You have never let me down and i hope i havent either. Your inner beauty radiates out from you as well and you too have taught me so much within this short one year. Thank you for listening to my endless list of complaints. I really appreciate every single thing you have done for me and indeed am i so grateful for a gift like you:)


Hello you!! How long have i known you? Since like primary three. I remember that we used to sit the same school bus home together. I used to be so scared of you back then. You were so petty and you had severe mood swings mann. Haha. I still remember that time when miss siao left OLGC and you cried and cried and cried on the bus. I also remember the long phone calls we used to have with each other talking about Michael, Mathilda and i dont know who is the last person:) Thank you for always remembering my birthday and making each and everyone of them so memorable for me. You have been a really loyal and trusting friend and i love you so much for that. You have always been there for me whenever i needed you and there was not once that you turned me away. You have played a great part in making secondary school and very special time of my life. I will always remember and cherish every moment that we have spent together. I love you, keep in touch kay?


pooh bear, i love you very much. I can really feel how much you treasure this friendship of ours and im sorry that at many a times, i am not the one taking the initiative when it comes to our friendship. But, i promise to put in more effort alright? I am really touched that even as time passes by so quickly, you never seem to forget me or stop acknowledging me even though i dont take the effort to ask you out of send you little cards and stuff. Most people wouldnt really make that great effort to keep such a friend close to their heart and in their minds but thats exactly what you did. I really love the way you treasure friendships and i hope to learn more  from you. It makes me really happy whenever i see you because i dont remember sharing any bad moments with you or quarreling with you. All i can remember and recall are the happy happy times like for example after our 2 faith bbq, we went to Mos to sit and drink. We can always laugh about simple things that are sometimes not even that funny maybe its because being with each other is enough to make us happy. I really cherish this friendship too pooh bear though i dont really show it:)



We have indeed danced so much together! Since primary school all the way to secondary school. I am really happy that after all this time, we are still in touch and i still feel a special closeness towards you. Though in school we dont talk that often i think you do know me quite well because of the closeness we used to share and i think i havent changed much in that aspect esp when it comes to crying. Haha. We used to talk quite alot on the phone gossiping. Me giving you the details and you giving me big and bombastic reactions. Its been fun growing up with you. Really. We have seen each other from primary 5 all the way and i guess we can see the transformation in each other and i am so proud to have a friend like you:) I love you!


hey you:) Its been such a long time since we updated each other on the other party's life. I hope you are doing great and everything is fine:) It has been nice getting to know a friend like you. I loved the times we spent together in secondary 2 and i treasure the closeness that we once used to share. I dont know how or why we suddenly drifted apart. I guess its because you heard things about me. I was really sad to have lost a friend like you. It is nice to know that i never really totally lost this friendship of ours:) But you know, it doesnt really matter because in my heart, deep down inside, you have always been special to me and i have always regarded you as one of my good friends after all, i spent most of my secondary 2 days with you especially during the holidays. It was really fun and i will never forgot those times. I hope we can rebuild what we once used to share. Thats the best christmas present you could give to me(thats if you are planning to give me one. Haha) I hope when i ask you out next week you will be free, remember, you asked for it as well. Haha. Anyway, i dont really know whats going on in your life right now, but from the most deepest depth of my heart, i hope you are happy and that you always will be. I love you:)


438!!!:) Actually i dont really know why we are called that. There are 6 of us and not 4. I think whoever who came up with that name is dumb and obviouslt failing her maths. Haha. Was that you Adeline? or Vanessa? Either one of you dumb asses:) Anyway, we are all in the photo except for Gen, so before i start on us, i have stuff i wanna say to Gen:)

Hey bird, i didnt take a photo with you last night. I guess its just awkward and hard for me to return to the person you once knew last time but that doesnt mean that my love for you has changed. I have been trying to make the effort to rebuild this friendship of us but i guess it always comes to a point where i dont know what to do next or what the next move is. Since i dont have a photo of us at prom, i shall put a random photo of us up:)


We both kinda look like crap but whatever. Haha. I cant believe that we are finally graduating. I stil remember all the times we spent together and all the secrets and gossips and stuff we shared with each other. If i could now, i would turn back time to out Thailand trip once again where it was just you and me and no one else. Though i kept complaining durng the trip, i would do anything now just to relive a special moment with you. Apart from melissa liu and Shihan, you are that one person who has played a SIGNIFICANT part in my journey through SJC. You were there listen when i was down and there to pick me up again. Though that was never always the case, i guess i understand what you mean by you have your own problems too i guess i was being too selfish or rather at that moment i felt like you were the only one i could turn to and the only one i wanted to confide in. Im sorry if my attitude towards you has been sucky lately. I know i have been acting like a total bitch but i promise that i am ready to out it behind me and move on now because i dont want to lose you as a friend as well. I am sure if given the time we can work things out:) We always have anyway. Thank you for your companionship in school. You know, there was this moment in time when you were the only reason why i went to school for. I hope you know how much you mean to me. I know i am not showing it now. It feels so weird not knowing what is going on with you or in your life because i always know because you always tell me everything and i always tell you everything too even details of scandalous events. We can try to run away but the fact remains, we have been through so much togather and it is also a fact that i love you deeply from the bottom of my heart and i will do anything to get back the friendship we once shared, only this time, it will be better than before:)

So back to 438 or rather coming from a person who can actually count, 638, i am so thankful to have met all of you and i am even more thankful that God brought us close to one another. We should really go out some time soon and Priscilia, please try to make it:) I guess we have all played a part in making secondary school fun and great for one another. I really love you guys:)


We have came such a long way dont you think? You will always and forever be my childhood best friend:) We have laughed alot together, gossiped alot together, quarrelled alot too and we even liked the same person. Thats how far we have come:) Haha. I feel like i practically grew up with you. We were so different back then, we have both changed so much. I guess we are much more matured now so most likely we werent bicker over little and small things anymore. I can still recall all the way back to primary 6, you, me, Cara, Ferlycia and Man Xuan. Remember that time when my parents brought you me and Ferlycia to the bird park? Oh my. Haha i wonder if i still have the photo. I dont think so. How sad:( I can still remember how we looked like back then. What a laugh i swear! We were like so crazy over 5566 and r and b. I cant believe that i used to be that person back then. So different. Dont you think?! We ended up in the same class in sec one:) along with Christal whose boobs grew really big already. Haha We met many new friends like Mindy, melissa liu, Rowena and stuff. It was really fun growing up with you:) I remember how much we used to talk on the phone. It was crazy mann!! I hope that we would continue to stay friends in the future. I think this friendship of ours is really really really valuable. Its like an antique:) We really have come a long long long way and i guess this is the beginning to another chapter of this special friendship of ours. Though its been so long since we became really close again i still feel a bond with you and i am really happy that up till today despite our so many many countless quarrels, we are still friends and we still treasure everything we share:) I love you very very very very very much:)


Hello assface!! Seriously mann, you have made life so happy for me yet at time you make life hell for me and make me so damn miserable. Do you like rollar coaster rides that much? I think we have really came a very long way too. And you have changed so much. You became more friendly and less petty. Thats good. You have also improved on your humour and cut down on your sarcasm. Congratulations!!! I hope that life over at Canada(i cant rememeber where, Canada right? haha)
 will be great and you will be happy over there. Continue to maintain this lovely personality of yours and dont go back to being the old Cara in primary school please!! You will scare and irritate everybody away!! Haha. Thanks for being a part of my life:) I love you very much. Will miss you(I think)Haha.

I will continue with the rest later:) Going to head to Bishan now. Toodles!

Yay! Im back to update
so next up is.......


I know we arent close at all right now but we used to talk so much last time. It was always like conference every night right? Haha. I really miss those times except for the part where we always end up quarrelling haha. I guess my primary school days wouldnt have been complete and i would not be who i am today if it werent for you, cara and yilin. I still do hold our friendship close to my heart just that i guess we belong to different groups of friends so its kind of difficult to be that close like we used to be but we will definitely meet up soon. I love you girl:) You looked awesome that night:)


Thank you guys for everything and for bringing me this far with your friendship. I love you billions!!


Gosh, i dont know what to say to you honestly. Its too deep down in my heart that it all cant seem to come out straight. There is so much i have to say to you and so much we have been through together. You were the only one there by my side all this while. Even when i hurt you so bad, you never left. You always put myself before your very own needs. I dont know how you do it but you did it. I can feel how sincere you are and how genuine you are towards us and this strong bond that we share. I have never been this open and honest with anyone before in my life. You practically know me inside out and through and through. I really love you so much from the deepest depths of my heart. No words can describe what we share and no words can like you know how very very very much you mean to me. I never wanna lose sight of what we have built together and the string bond that we both share. You know the good side of me and the ugliest side there is to me(though its not really ugly after all) haha. I would have lost my way if it werent for you guiding me and being beside me all the way. Your loyalty has touched me in so many ways and your selflessness has shown and proven to me just how much i mean to you and thats all i need. I really think i should end here. I really love you melissa liu liyun and most importantly, i cherish what we share.


Hey Minmin:) You are leaving forAust today, so i dont know when you will get to read this. You are another one who has done so much for me and sacrificed so much for me. I still remember the home economics task in sec 2. I w as supposed to make ondeh ondeh but i was like so lost. And me test date was the next day. I still remenber how you prepared and measured everything for me and place it in a paper bag. You made things so simple for me and you helped so much. I also remember how you always took the cab to my house in the morning and send me to school and take cab from your house and send me home. And there was teachers day when you came to my house with me and saw me make hot chocolate for them haha. It is really nice getting to know a friend like you and knowing that you were once my best friend. I still remember eveything we went through together and everything you have done for me i really appreciate you very much and grateful for everything you have done. I love you Minmin:)


All four of you are a blessing showered upon me from God and i wouldnt trade any of you for anything else. You mean so much! I love you:)


Hello US buddy:) Haha. It was great fun going to US with you. I had lots of fun and bimbotic moments with you like when we were trying to fix the mobile car and we couldnt but everyone else could. Haha that was so funny. And we building the tower and we thought ours would be break with just one brick on it. I also had fun listening to you complaining about your love life and i bet you had fun listening to me complain about mine too! Haha. I was so great getting to know you better and i am so happy that US and melissa liu brought us closer togethre. Study sessions with you were fun:) I love you!


Hello Shit face!!
Haha i guess most of what i wanna say to you is already written in the letter:) I am really happy to have met a friend like you. You have been such a wonderful friend and you have done so much for me. You have helped me grow and taught me how to tackle with life's problems. I am really happy to have a closest friend like you:) it is such a lovely blessing from God. I love you very very very much!

Hey Marianne:)i hope the letter touched you in some way or another:) I am really happy to have a friend like you. You are confident and beautiful in and out. You have taught me so much life skills and how trusting in God and praying is so important. You have also shown me how far believing in yourself and having confidence in yourself can bring you so far. You are such a rare gift from God and i will also cherish what we share. I love you girl!:)

and most importantly........

Im so happy to have met each and everyone of you. I think thanks to you guys including my lovely pink club member, Ziqi, you have allowed me to leave SJC on a very high note. I feel really blessed and loved by each and everyone of you. I am so thankful that God led me to you guys. You guys gave me the strength to carry on when i was feeling weak you gave me the courage to face up to any difficulty that comes into my path. I love each and everyone of you so very much. If it werent for your love, care and concern, i wouldnt be the happy Rachael i used to be once again. No words can describe how much i cherish us:) i love you guys.

Thats about all the people whom i personally think have made my journey through primary school and all the way through sjc very worthwhile and memorable. I really love every one of you lovely girls!!:)Thanks for being a part of me:) Alright then, so long for now!

Im feeling lost, confused and very very very very worried.

Anyway, headed to Vivo again today with Shihan and Melissa. It was a great day of catching up with them. Im really happy with my pasta from Coffee Bean. I was so afraid that it would not be nice but i guess my 9.50 was worth it. Yay!!:) Talked soooooooooo much. I love these two lovelies. They make me feel so happy and carefree. Being with them is like being out of this world. We sat at Coffee Bean for like 1 hour because they were waiting for me to finish my plate of pasta. According to Melissa, i look like i am being forced to eat. Haha!!

Walked and walked and walked around. I saw this lovely and beautiful wallet from River Island which i love so so so so much!!! Its 50 bucks. But they wouldnt let me get it because they say that i have too many wallets. Anyway, besides, i am kinda broke. I guess i shouldnt spend anymore this week. Cant wait for my allowance next week!!! My gosh:)m I shall dream of the wallet tonight. Dream until its mine!!

Mel and Shihan ate at Ben and Jerry's then after that we headed to the rooftop and we talked even more!! It was really nice and so relaxing just sitting there, listening to music talking crap and spending time with each other. the wind was cooling and i simply loved it. The scenery quite bad but who cares when you've got them?:)

So i guess im meeting smelly melly for breakfast tomorrow morning to be her bozo and then head to Rowena's house:)

Right now, im done blogging its quite annoying at times. Haha. so long!

I love you girl!!
Outing with you was short but i had lots of fun catching up with you. Im blessed to have a friend like you:) Thanks for always being there for me and always taking the initiative to keep this friendship alive. I really love you. You're so different from my other friends and i hope that we will keep in good touch after leaving SJC, yea?:) Im sorry if i havent been putting enough effort into this friendship of ours but i promise to change cause i love you and cherish our friendship much!! I LOVE YOU!


I love the Esplanade!! All the beautiful memories right?!! Haha. Especially eating honey chicken wings!! How many did i eat mann? Like 5? Actually thats very few. I WANT MORE!!!! haha. I love you very much you know:) and i treasure you like no one else before:) We'll go there again soon and i can be your bozo once again and dance for you. But this time, remember to throw money at me!! haha. I love you:) Had yet another wonderful time with you. Outings with you are so peaceful and relaxing.

Alright, off to meet the dumb one(Tan Shihan) now at Boon keng station:) Toodlessss.